Oh wellz, im so unpredictable.
Im just trying something newwww. This thing is not really new but fuck it.
hahaha.
so yeah, i made tumblr today.
and this will be my last post on this f blogspot :)
i'll missssss you. surely im not gonna delete my old post.
its just too memorable to delete! :'O
but in the futureee, idk. lmao.
so long viewers/stalkers *if i even got one*

this is the new shit where i'll be chilinggg now.
lmao
http://noitsmenotyou.tumblr.com/
BYE!

woot woot!
spice girls
*hearts*

"...and i mean this, im dead serious, if you want it, u can fucking have it, go get what you fucking want in life seriously..." - Jeremy McKinnon

ahh.. i couldnt say no more. he melts me with his singing, and inspirational words. i love him too much, and that makes me such a crazy shit ass girl. ahahahaha fuck it.

Look at those bright bright sky, its beautiful to look at, but im telling u, its pretty much HOT here in kl,malaysia baby!

Oh yeah yelloooow on my background. sweet.
I love love love it.
Yellow is the new black baby!
but black is still the number one spot i guess. lmao

"......Bottom line, i hate every girls and every boys that are just being so cocky just because they listens to ONLY hardcore metal music, like wtf? you think ure so cool wearing that band tees every fucking time? you think ure so cool that ure in a "hardcore" band? you think ure so cool that everyone wants to be like you or be friends with you? FAGGOT...."

ditto, thats my current status on facebook.
kalau terase, sorry la yek. haha but its the fact okayy.
sape makan cili, dia la terasa pedasnya. tapi jangan la salah faham.
read it carefully ok. i was meant to say yang ONLY listens to hardcore metal music.
yg constantly sgt. bapak ar poser gila. i listens to tha kinda music too, but xde la nak proud mana ke apa. tu la org melayu, lain dr lain sikit, kau nak berlagak habis.
if ure such a truly hardrock music, u'll be listening to metalica/limp bizkit/trapt/papa roach/etc when u was younger, bukan nya terus suka suicide silence la bodoh. muahahahahahahaha

this will sound as lame as it will be.
but idc ;p
a day to remember has seriously become part of me now.
no joke!

i eat adtr, i drink adtr, i sleep adtr, i shower adtr, everythinggg adtr.
im listening to them on my ipod more than i even watch tv tho. im dead serious.
u can ask my mum or even my sister, lmao

am i adaytorememberholic?
i could be. maybe i am.
wohoo and im proud to be one baby.

"..It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk, And I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now..."

ahh i love that song so much. Its Lady antebellum's. the music really suits me and the video clip is amazing, i feel so calm whenever i watch it. and theres this hot beard guy, and hes a hunk ;p
anyway, havent been post anything these days, no mood means no post :| its all coming back to me now, the crappy part in life, the not so good part in life, the down part in life, or whatever you call it, im feeling it now tho. theres like a small good part but since the bad is way bigger, i cant even enjoy the good part, but im trying to :] i hate my brain so much its crazy. idk why i just tend to think abt every single thing, i tend to be so hard on myself. thats pretty fuck up.

i hate that i feel so needing sometimes too :'| yes i know, i have my friends and family, but i dont know, im 22, and..hmm this will sound so gay but i feel lonely w/out a guy in my life. i wanna be care of, i wanna be the one that he text constantly, and all that stuff. i sometimes feel so jealous that my friends are in a relationship, but to be thinking of it rationally, theres def a pro and con on each side, and my friends whom are in a relationship, i dont hate u guys, im just feeling abit of jealous sometimes thats all :) im not saying that I NEED A MAN SO MUCH, its just idk, i just wanna be like close to someone. that one particular guy. the one where we can just spill everything, and talk abt everything in life. but im done with guys arnd me. i hafta admit, im so hard to understand, i realized that. and i dont give a shit even if u said im a choosy person or whatever. ive become one and its all you guys fault. as much as i feel so lonely sometimes, i could neverrrr text u, because i hate drama, i hate how sometimes malaysian guys are acting such an asshole. i hate how they think theyre so freaking hot. i hate how they think theyre so popular, i hate that theyre cocky. i hate it so much and im done with it. id rather b spending 20 cents per text rather than 1 cent/7 cents per text. BUT excluded to a few person whom im just not gonna get boring with and i know that the particular person knows me well and hes a malaysian guy for sure :) somehow, things between us arent really work out but still tho, i know hes always with me and thank you for that!

woah, the time now is the exact 3:33 in the AM! satanic much? lol

so anyway, yesterday (which was on saturday May 1st), the awesome family and myself went into the jungle and we climb that famous Broga Hill baby! FINALLY :) the scenery, the hills, the huge rock, the very pretty looking of long coarse grass were incredibly beyond than anythinggg that ive seen before for the past 22 years of living. and i am thanking god for all these!
BUT, hell yeah theres a but unfortunately ;p
to be arriving at the top, we must get thru into the jungle which was quite challenging and pretty hard tho, no doubt abt it, i must admitted, i wasnt that tough, i was being a total chicken, i was being a total jackass, and I ALMOST GIVING UP. but thanks to the amazingly mum and jeremy was on my mind, i pulled it off! and I MADE IT TO THE TOP! it has 4 peaks, we were like at the 3 peaks, but fuck it, it was a big successful for me, and when im up there seeing all the god's gift, i felt like all the shit that ive been thru to get to the top was worth it every second! enough said :)
more pics on facebook.
and seriously tho, until now, i kept thinking that, i cannot believe i made it thru!
cos honestly, i am not really that type of person who loves doing all the outdoor stuff, haha but hey, theres the first time for everything :)